So, I'm gonna break the thing I said on the previous post, about not writing for awhile. As literally as the title can be, I am in a panic mode, I might not look panicked but I am a 110% panicking. This is basically the reason why I urged back into writing.I need a sanctum, a place to meditate and reflect my actions or in this case my mind.Deadlines are growing nearer to me and as I put more deadlines toward myself as a motivation, it insteads makes it hard for me to move further from my current position. I am facing my finals tomorrow and for the next two days. My thesis deadline is about 4 days afterwards. So, to say it harshly: I am fucked up. IF, I dont finish my thesis before going to Singapore this Christmas.Why did it end up to be like this? If there's gonna be some finger-pointing, it should be pointed to me. This is all due to my laziness, tardiness, and the role of moral hazardness in being so seductive.No matter how cliché this sounds but personally, graduating this semester would be a dream come true. This proves that I can be independent and I could achieve anything if I put my heart and soul in it.But, I need a reality check. I have a deadline of 1 week, which in this case also means my thesis should be ready for evaluation within a week. For this I do not hold any control and to say the truth, I don't know whether my thesis mentor knows anything about these deadlines.So, here's what's gonna happen. I am gonna pray so this all go well. Meanwhile, I try to do my best for the finals and complete my thesis.Thank you for your support.Cheerios.
Today is the first day of the final term exams week. Which also means, after next Friday, the 7th semester is done. Which also means, in about a week later, I must be done with my undergraduate thesis. Yes, I'm going crazy right now.Precisely 11 days from today, it is rumoured that I must have submit my whole undergraduate thesis and be ready for "sidang" an Indonesian term, where you present your research and defend it in order to graduate.I never thought it would be this soon nor close, my friends are planning to graduate next year, for reasons. I understand. But, for me it's a little bit different. I MUST GRADUATE THIS YEAR. That s what they pray for me, every day, and my Mom's even fasting until I graduate.This might be the only reason, that's keeping me away from writing this blog as often as I predicted I would be. But, trust me. As soon as I have the degree in my hands, I will keep that promise. Until that time comes, I'm gonna say ciao for awhile. I need to get this writing mood back on track and finish my thesis ASAP. Cause I need to sleep more without feeling burdened and of course, I need to work on it more. Psst, this is way better than my previous blog. In about two weeks I have two post up, while before it would take me another month to post another. Ah, that just might be the reason why it didn't work out.Nevertheless, I wish the best of luck in everything you do and hopefully you stay healthy for a long time. If I may, I would like you guys to pray for me as well, especially to finish the thesis on time and stay healthy until it all passes. Thank you.Cheerios.Christie.
Good morning! I'm Christie. I am currently majoring Finance at Universitas Indonesia. Secretly, I have a passion towards other things than capital budgetting, analysing stocks, and all finance matters.
I wish that this blog slash site can help me channel those passions. So, basically it will be a blog for me to share my experiences and the dilemmas I'm facing. Yes, basic boring stuff and at other times I might be sharing projects and so on. Mostly, will be blogging. I moved from AprilFoolsMe to here. I discontinued the blog due to several reasons, such as loosing the urget to write my daily experiences into words. Something that plays a big role in this blogging industry. But, I am back now, hopefully for a long period of time and with a lot of more things to share.I do want to share some now, but I've got to get ready to go to the University. I hope to write soon and show you several of my projects.Thank you for tuning in.Cheerios.
